Saturday, September 6, 2008

Experiences!

After all the celebrations on India's 3 medals..i was again on a look out for some new or different experience. i did not know it wasn't very far! somebody sure had been very wise while making the statement that every individual is an experience in himself. i came across, not 1..but 2 such experiences. this post is dedicated to the first one. this person came in very swiftly into my life. he/she ( for the sake of anonymity ;) ) seemed to be around for a specific purpose - the purpose of evaluation. within a span of approximately 3 days, this person had evaluated me on those parameter which i had myself been struggling to do for past few years!! an immediate report was given to me (which of course, i did not agree with) and then the person just left with a lot of advices. whatever had happened was tough to realize. it did irritate me ( and i termed the person a nose-poker) but it also left me thinking. is it actually right to judge anyone? if not, then did i have any right to decide that the person was a nose-poker? is it not that we all end up judging each other even when we know that it is not right to do so? what do i call this - my weakness? or human tendency?

Friday, August 15, 2008

real long tym...

getting back to my own blog after a complete year might sound wierd to some, but believe me....its completely normal. so many events hav taken place in a year's gap- both public and personal. but this post is not to look back. hence, keeping d past year aside, i write this post as an effort to keep in touch with my blog regularly. well, as of now, all i m looking forward to is another medal for India in the Olympics. keeping my fingers crossed, lets cheer India. Go INDIA Go!!!

Saturday, August 4, 2007

My first post.....

Sitting alone in my room, i kept jumping over from one thought to the other. there had been so many things happening around, and yet there seemed nothing meaningful. May be it was 'meaning' that i was trying to search.....meaning of living. like all great thinkers , the more i thought, the more i confused myself and my thinking process met the same destiny as those of thousands of others - here i am with my own blog. there had been times when i had wanted to voice my thoughts but couldn't because i had nobody listening. well, may be now i can pen them down for my own satisfaction. and for those who have undergone or are undergoing something like this - i am all ears. yes, i feel a void within me today. there seem to be no emotions existing, nor any logics.it seems i have come to a halt while everything around me is gaining momentum. i do not know if this is what the world world calls "peace" or is this emotionless state termed "loneliness". Good or Bad, i cannot judge...i can just feel it!!!